Stop wasting your time, waiting for perfect guy.!!!

Hello guys, what's up?

everythings different now, well...

andika told me that rendy ask him for my pin bbm last night, remember rendy? the guy that mess my life and then leaving me? yes that asshole. he ask my pin, and i give it. dumb me. i know.

but you guys have to know, i don't hate rendy actually. but i don't know how to describe my feeling for him. maybe i just want to stay away from him, i know we already far but i mean stay away for the real life. at first it just for a while then I'm not realize that i really forget all about him. you know guys, he blocked all of the social media between us, that's make me more easy to forget. blessed him *lol

and then he become friends with me in my contact and start the conversation, then fuck ! i can't stop thinking about him. i don't know why, he's not perfect anymore and really weird. i really can't stay him away from my head even i'm already have a boyfriend, and everything mess... i'm broke up with my boyfriend and his going mad, really mad. for the first i'm scare then i say something really bad and he cried. i know ozi really hate me now, i'd try to apologize but there's no respond, i'm really sorry.

i think i'm tired of dating good guy or asshole. and you know what? i don't want a serious relationship with anyone, again. evil me haha. look at me, i'm teenager. i want someone who i can act like a complete dickhead around. that we can spend hours just talking about the most pointless thing. i'm not a bitch. i just want someone who make me laugh and who i can plan stupid things with that'll never happen. because i'm sick of crying, of pain, of seeing these movies with the girl fallin' love with the perfect boy. i mean, who wants perfect? i want advanture. i want someone i can tell my secret without tell anybody else, and waste my weekend with and act like we're 5 years old again. i wanna have fun. i wanna have a boyfriend that look like a bestfriend for me. i don't want to spending my time with perfect guy that only gonna make me cry every single day. i don't want serious relationship, fuck it because i was better off before...

still me...

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