I'm going madness

I feel so bored to death. Why is it so hard to make friends ???
I mean, i don't be like this before.
Something wrong with me, and i just don't get it.
What kind of skill it needs to talk with people.
And to get them be interested in you ???
I'm an interesting person, i mean i love draw and read.
And i'm into the strangest thing.
I'm insane and fun, and creative.
Okay, i'm saying all of these things about myself, but i don't really believe any of it.
It just don't make a sense. That's all.